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hello, its been awhile. I was bored today, so i thought i'd say i looked at everyones "lj." all i read was hate and break ups. heres another hate livejournal to add to the bunch. Whoever told you life was easy, THERE A FUCKING LIAR. don't get me wrong, i didn't beleive it. It's just ithought i could get through life, and make money doing something simple. turns out i was wrong, very wrong. I met a girl at alemany, i really like her, i can't get her off my mind. As much as i try, theres no way of excaping this life of x-tacy. I found the only way to escape a drug is to cover it up with another drug. i'm taking possibilities into consideration.

i miss you guys from nobel. so if any of you read this, this includes, lab, and whoever else is out there, please post a commment, it'll mean alot and even save me. hope i talk to you soon. bye my loves.
tony -

p.s some of the lines in the first paragraph are metaphors.. is that better lol

Current Music: the academy is...

Top 10 reasons to date a swimmer/waterpolo player.

1. They like it wet.

2. They dive right in.

3. Love going fast.

4. Are use to wearing next to nothing in front a group of people.

5. Breastroke is favorite to many.

6. Others like it on their back.

7. They are experts at putting on rubber and can do it fast.

8. They know how to push it and work under HARD conditions.

9. They are firm believers that practice will make you better and will at any time day or night.

10. Are used to doing things again and again till you can't.

wow i don't think things could of gone worse today...
stumped
and
jacked!
but yesterday made up for today but that was yesterday...

continued from july 1st... this is about my dad, he was diagnosed with cancer. no this isn't a joke. i didn't wanna say anything because i was still getting over the fact my dad had cancer and that i didn't want people putting me down. im sorry i left you all out but here you go.
tony- he goes into surgery monday july 18th at 8:30 a.m. pray for him, for me, for my family.

alittle in remembrance...

i never dream't it be this way
i've lost chance for me to say
to say that i miss you
to say that i love you
will someone please tell me i'm ok
i wasnt prepared for whats to come
or life made of memories
gone so young
and now im regretting all i've done
but in your heart know that im with you all along

where ever you go i will be waiting
when ever you call i will be there
whatever it takes ill make your darkest days so bright
im in your heart tonight

i never thought that this could go
and take me away from all i know
and leave me to think im on my own
your love will take me
you were the one
who sacrficed and held me tight
and made sure im ok
and i thank you for
the love you gave to me

where ever you go i will be waiting
whenever you call i wil be there
whatever it takes ill make your darkest days so bright
and if i should fall
i know your waiting
and if is hould fall
i know your there
if you were to cry
just know i'm in your heart tonight

Current Mood: hopeless

i never knew 16 hours of sleep could feels so good! night night

Current Music: howieday